Something I read this morning which made you think that anything is possible with passion and dedication.
"Muhammad (saw) was an orphan but it never made him despondent.
Imam Al Burkhari was born blind but his mother never gave up duas.
Usama was the son of a slave but it never held him back. Ibn Baz was blind but he didn't sit and cry.
Ibn Taymiya was jailed but he never gave in.
Al Nawawi also had 24 hours in a day like everyone else but milked it for its worth.
Muadh Ibn Jabal died young but will lead the ulama in the hereafter.
Mandela was jailed for 27 years and came out and led a nation.
Musa (as) had the water in front of him and firoun behind him but never gave up.
Yusuf (as) was in a dark well but later sat on a throne."
Do not give up. Seek Ilm don't make excuses. Look at those before you and do small but frequent deeds and build up.